In just over 4 hours the Moon will be completely Full and in the house of Aquarius.
This time is the of the evolution of ourselves in every way. Are you grounded and ready for this 'next' that you are embarking upon?
Here, I'll share mine 😁 :
Since the June Full Moon, I have been gifted many messages from Spirit. One of the most pronounced and a theme of them all was for me to understand that I could never cage my heart. The bricks and mortar I have tried so hard to build around it will never hold. My heart is huge, compassionate and needs to, has to, demands that it is shared, that it touches those around me and that it heals every space within me that I have fought so hard to lock away memories from. I have tried time over time to harden it, to stop it's incessant beating, leaping and pulling to no avail.
Why would someone want to cage their heart? Well because it hurts, of course! Being wounded, being broken, being lied to, used, trampled upon, it all hurts! But oh how it has grown me and solidified who I am and what I am here for. It has forced me to create incredible boundaries for myself that make exposing my dear heart, much less harmful, less painful and much more appreciated.
I share my experience so that it shakes you awake as well. It's time to stop holding back the messages of your heart, the longing it feels. It's time for you to allow it to love and accept at its fullest capacity so that you can embrace the whole of you. This is everything right now.
It's not every season that mediums and seers walk up to us and share messages out of the blue without the need for anything other than your ear and heart to be opened. It's not every Full Moon that passes that messages are so very clear and direct. Take these words and do what you will but I am of the mind that nothing happens without reason beyond the mundane and so I will allow my heart to listen and act accordingly.
This is a time of asking ourselves serious questions:
This is our chance to look deeply into ourselves to find those answers if we don't already know. Some are more connected to their soul's purpose than others.
What is screaming out to you in desperate need of attention? What are you trying to ignore? What memories are you not seeing as they actually happened so as to comfort yourself from the truth of it all? It will not just 'go away'. It will keep repeating until you deal, cope and resolve it all. repression is not your friend. Denial is not your lover and lies are not comforting tools.
There is a repeat happening of the things that brought us to where we are. I've had something knocking at my door for over 2 weeks no, begging for my attention. Begging for my reaction. It's funny though, I don't see it, I acknowledge it but I don't need to react to it. It's enough to know it's there and to deal with the emotions that it once brought up in me that no longer is a trigger in my life. The need for defending is not in me. I have nothing to defend or stand up against. It just doesn't matter past the idea of what the entirety of the experience has taught me. This is of great comfort when last year, last season it had crippled me emotionally at times. What a difference a year and intense self-work will do for us.
Letting go can be scary, but so very necessary to our growth. Our egos will hold onto to so much and for dear life!
In keeping my hear 'protected' I've been doing anything but what it needs of me in my journey, so I have set it free. I don't want to limit my experiences in this life for fears. Fears of being hurt, shamed, failing, being vulnerable or lacking control. Fears are barriers and I'm not blockading myself from that which will fulfill me and my purpose best. This isn't an overnight revelation, it's something I have been working on for months, over a year in reality. But in the last 3 months, I have been loving nudged by walking angels that I have to go the distance and not hold back because I am not in danger no matter who or what may attempt to put me in their sights to be in harm's way, it's just not going to happen.
I share all of this because you will see small parts of your experience reflecting in bits and pieces of mine. You can recognize the way you may be sharing similar tides and be able to make it right for yourself in whatever capacity, Or perhaps, not make it 'right' but resolve whatever needs resolving, dissect what needs dissecting and mend that which needs mending.
Let the light shine through the tiniest cracks to expose what needs viewing, loving, healing and care.
I could write about this time for hours. All from my perspective on how I filter and understand it all. All through my experiences as the stars and planets move through my own star maps and as they cross over the maps of others.
All of my anger usually stems from a lack of patience, something my partner, lover and best friend spoke to me about in the last few days. I really don't have the patience sometimes for certain things and sometimes I'm not fair about it, leading to anger and lashing out. I'm replacing those feelings with love and compassion. I think, at times, 'if I could do it, anyone could'. That's not always the way and it's definitely not as easy for some as it is for others. This is all part and parcel to softening my heart and removing the mortar and bricks. Compassion is growing stronger within me and my unfair reactions are lessening as I continue to work on this.
As I dive deeper and deeper into astrology I see the way to view all sides and parts of what makes up the whole of me. I may not be able to tell everyone what they are experiencing or will experience but I can share my example and let it go to those who gravitate toward better understandings of themselves. I'm learning and have no fear in sharing each foible, each lesson and misstep as well as each victory, celebration, and overall message as I interpret them.
We're in an amazing time. Regardless of political and world issues, we are in a time meant for us as individual souls. This is about healing the depths of you to make the whole better. It's time.
Do you accept your mission? Or will you keep pointing your fingers out at everything else?
I can't help but always see the ones that point back at myself.
Happy Full Moon, Partial Eclipse Monday. Be well, be wise and be YOU!
Author: Cari-Lee Miller
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